just a thought.

to u, that voice in my head.

way stranger than i dreamt, than words ever spoken,
helpless thoughts wandered past.
hated the voice in my head, that reluctant survivor
that told me that i was late.

a mistake, jury, questions, a judgement and regret.
long since but some questions still pierce,,it haunts me.
convicted of an offence, silently did my time,
but i feel that judgement, even in your absence.

absorbed that guilt you wanted me to feel,
as that voice radiated "damn,u knew it".
tellin me how badly I screwed up,
without sayin anythin, without bein heard.

a broken clock, quietly stole my time,
deviod of inspirations, with an unrecognized voice.
not sure if you were that voice in my head,
or it was just my own mind, disguised as you.Amen!!!

fall winter fall,for with tomorrow comes november,
bringin in things anew, puttin yesterdays behind.
won't wait for those hands, I'll juss get up,
for the everlastin tomorrows that await.

had been quite sometime since i felt smart,
unable to recall what that feeling felt like.
rebuildin that faith within, takin my time,
with youth and age both mine,both mine.